haha ok i just lost minesweeper and its 1am. wonder wat im doing up here now anyway haha~ ok i guess..

recently, i guess ive been real cynical, emotional, crazy, and everything tryin to just find the best combo to fit in well into RJ life. but in such a way, i have kinda lost control of some stuff. so i guess right now, ill just try to take everything from the best point of view heh. and well, things will just play themselves out eventually. haha~ i wonder whether i have strained things too much within this time though. heh~ hope all goes well!

anyway deres og outing tmr and im pretty excited about it! well my og does rock anyway though ive been worn out a bit by it recently but nvm my enthusiasm is slowly gettin back and im just gonna be.. superficial for now. haha! ok im totally mood-swinging recently so yea, dun mind me for now.

started on maths tutorial earlier and am totally struggling with it. my log and remainder factor thoreom just sucks. sigh! shall try to finish the rest of the tut before i go out later/tmr.

anyway i got 84 for my grade 7 theory exam! im SO HAPPY! :D :D now e nxt hurdle is just grade 8 theory and im done with theory omg!!! and my confidence is slowly building up about theory, just gotta practise more, study more and i should do ok! just lookin for a pass for grade 8. a merit would be a bonus :D and well lookin at 2006 paper for grade 8, it seems pretty possible! not too hard. just needa focus~~~ gotta train my composing skills and eye for cadences. heh! k, be back later with the outcome of whatever happens ! :D

nights!

shall go blog on og blog now actually haha!